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Celebrated Berlyn's birthday and met up with Agnes, Felicia and Edelyn. I so miss them and catched up a bit on each other's life. haha. Agnes and I apparently know the hot gossips. If only we were from the same school. This Edelyn and Felicia just sit there and listen to us because they don't know what and who we're talking about. haha. This Felicia don't even know her own studies club president eh. She's the best la. ahaha.

I LOVE THEM. I MISS THOSE SECONDARY ONE AND TWO DAYS WITH THEM,
IT'LL ALWAYS REMAIN IN MY HEART!

what are all these arguments for? I HATE IT! but I cannot stop it. I don't wanna end this friendship like that but we never seem to be able to come to an agreement.
Nobody will ever know how much this friendship mean to me because it's like as if I'm the one being unreasonable. Can somebody stand at my point of view and see. I don't know how to tell ppl because it may seem like as if I'm just being over-sensitive.
Akbar told me to just talk as per normal but it's difficult. He offered to help but I rejected it. Am I the one being difficult or is it how everyone would have reacted. I'm also angry that a friend, a friendship that mean so much to me is taken away just because of one stupid GAY.

I don't understand why superficial people gain so much and when I'm being so true to you, you don't feel it. Is it that diffcult to listen to what I have to say and so easy to hear those stupid grumbles of his/her. Because you're not going through what I'm going through you don't understand how I feel being wronged. You don't understand my feelings towards him.

Why are you more bothered about your football when I'm trying to tell you things that mean so much to me. You'd rather see some stupid other blogs but the one I wanna show you. You don't even bother to smile at me when you know I'm feeling down. You don't know how to smile. Then is it so easy for me to smile and fake that I'm so happy, with no sorrows, troubles or problems. It just because you don't listen and to you, nothing else is more important then your problem. Listening seem to be only a one-way thing. Would you even care if I cry right now? Would you ask me why? Would you even listen? Do you see me more than a classmate? A friend? or just some random person? I'm not for anything more than just your pair of ear. Are you just so busy when I can spare so much for you! It's holidays now for God's sake.

I don't know why, but my life seem to be so dull. Is it because I'm asking too .much? All I need is just that someone to be there for me.

I've finally seen the doctor. He gave me moisturiser and some anti-inflamatory cream. It's getting better. At least it doesn't hurt when I touch the water. But when I stretch it, it's still a bit painful.

Things are getting complicated. I don't really know what everyone is thinking about anymore. The more things I find out, the scarier it gets. But my curiosity is never comes to an end. Even as things get complicated, I wanna know more thinking that I can get a clearer picture. But I don't. The more I know, the more I get confused. I want my simple life!

It's painful to see how you get sad over someone else. The times where we discover so much about each other. I miss it.

Went to school today for Cateting Tech (CAT) and Nutrition Across Lifespan (NLS) project meeting. So damn tired.

Even as it's holidays, I've gotta go to school as often as I do on normal days. There are even more projects to be done. It's driving me mad.

Thank goodness, at least I need not see some ppl from class at all. I know tt things will never be the same.

Something happened to my hand and it cracked. Super painful. Whether or not I keep it dry or wet, it's painful. I need to see the doctor soon but I've got no time and the stupid polyclinic closes so early and the queue is always so long. I'll most probably be lazy too to queue. BUT, the pain is killing me. It's aches from day to night and night to day.

I miss the times where we talked so happily, you telling me everything abt yourself. Things are just different now.

I wish tt my class would forever be T02.

MY VICTORIA SECRET'S LIP GLOSS DROPPED INTO THE DRAIN.
I can never retrieve it back. It dropped out from my wallet and got stuck on the drain.
Perlin happily kicked it down. AHH!
Heart pain.
somebody buy me pretty lip gloss.
I'll love you to the core.

Mid sem is finally over. Now two weeks of holidays. for the very least one week because for the other week I probably have gotta to do projectS.

Because of exams, I canot really remember what I've done for the past one week. haha.

I hate it when you grumble about so many things and just wouldn't tell the details. It's really torturing.